SPECIAL MOMENTS 
Private special moments, no one else did see.
all the special moments, u shared alone with me.
Captured by ur softness, loved to just be there.
nothing much was said, to scared to show I care.
All the special feelings, things I cant forget .
spending time with you, the time i cant regret.
I hold on to these thoughts, and all my feelings real.
waiting for the day u come and help me heal.

LOVE AND FEELING
special little moments
seem to warm my heart
things can be so perfect
whats missing's cupids dart
all the precious feelings
help to heal my past
just dreaming of whats in store
and how to make it last
so many hassles pressing
here with inn these walls
waiting for the moment 
i know its true love calls
all so many thoughts
clutter up my mind
still we are so distant
and yet it feels sublime
special little moments 
i hope for what could be 
still holding on with faith
one day we both shall see

LOST LOVE
Out the window through the mist 
missing u baby and the lips that i kissed 
Over the mountains and beyond the sea 
I would travel the world to have u with me 
I am Yours my heart and soul 
I want us to make it and forever the goal 
but with out u my baby Im lost and so sad 
I know I can wait it wont be that bad 
but I am waiting darlin please dont forget 
I'm waiting remonising 'bout the day that we met

MY BABIES
your sweet and tender kisses
help to keep me whole 
your kind and caring words
for one cannot be sold 
I cherish the days
when i see your face 
I thank the Lord above
for his mercy n his grace
You my child 
have held me sure 
You gave me a reason
to search out a cure 
You dont know how u helped
me each and everyday 
with the sweet little things u do
and the cutest things u say
MY BABIES ARE MY LIFE

IF ONLY
if only u knew the feelings 
deep with in my heart 
if only u felt my reeling 
when we are apart 
i love you and adore u 
and all the things u say 
i love u and i need you 
dont ever go away

Wisper @ my window

There's a whisper at my window
something in the night
will it come out to the opening
to show itself the light
Just a little whisper
not really to be heard
something quite unique
a sweet and caring word
I hear that little whisper
ringing through the air
I hear you now my love
there's nothing to dispair
so heed that little whisper
from the one you love
you will be so happy
sailing like two doves

SEARCHING
I fill my head with wisdom
I try to find the key
I want to share the laughter
locked inside of me
I take a hold of wanting
knowing what I need
just a true hearts love
his honesty the seed
I hold on to the memories
all do help me see
everything is golden
the joy inside of me
I yearn to know the answer
knowledge to unlock
I need to find a man
my fears to always block
I look with open eyes
all the world around
this  I call it heaven
be blessed to walk this ground

INNER BEAUTY
I wish I had the beauty
showing outside whats within
Always filled with sweetness
yet naughty is the grin

I wish for speical moments
showing how i give
i want to feel it all
and really learn to live

I wish I had the knowing
of what I shouldnt share
If only I could capture
the way you show u care

I wish for simple somethings
special and just mine
I give you thanks again
your passion is devine

I wish I wish for comfort
deep within my soul
To always feel secure
with happiness my goal